It's been 5 months since da day we met each other...things happened are reli Dramatic and things we DID are just a "Diaster", haaahaaa....well, never thought it will turned out like this, afterall, we felt embarrassed seeing each other now....I believe...I'm da one who spoiled it, A big mistakes and a messed that our relationship turns out....I guess we can never be as great as we were before, cuz I'm kinda scare....scare that I might wanna fall back, scare that I might stuck into this TRAP~
Anyways, eveyrthing seems normal and quiet, I'm trying so hard to hide away my feelings to him, trying not to hear anything new about him, otherwise, I'll start thinking about him again...I dun wanna see myself missing and going crazy on a guy who doesn't love me anymore....seems like he is having a great time wz his g/f now, they look quite happy...ohh well, at least I've done a good thing at the end, cuz they are getting along quite well....
Emmm, within 10 more days Christmas is coming up.....Damn, I hate this event, one of my "WORST" event in life....cuz...it reminds me abt wat E did to me over the past 2 years...I'll always be alone after all celebrating this CHRISTMAS thing by myself, hahaha, cuz....he were having FUN wz other gals out there...I believe I am not attractive to him anymore, sincee...we've been together for 5 years and he got BORED being wz me though....how come gals never have this "BORED" feelings to their man???? Thats no fair.... ~_~
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