Sunday, October 03, 2004

~Mon, Oct4, 04 ~ Monday Symptoms...MOODY

Well, wat a bad day, yup, Monday Symptoms again, making me feel siCK~ Anyways, felt quite down after Sat, got freaking drunk that night....hahaa, start drinking wz my ex ex (we became very gd friend now) @ around 9pm in TST, then we went to CWB 21st at Yue Wah St, haaaaa, then went to our final destinations "California Red" singing and dranking wz my ex ex's friends....wooo, wat a bunch of WILD ANIMALS, hooo, these agings people are crazy, especially gals there are DESPERATE for men (tatz my comments)...

Why am I feeling so DOWN tat nite? Cuz I actually lost 2 guys...haaa, lovely, isn't it....I dun wanna keep up an relationship wz someone tat we might ended up hv no future, I'm scare...it's not his fault, just that...I've got no confident, I'm afraid people come n goes very easily to me, tatz why I asked to end our unhealthy relationship....plus, I even broken up wz E, too...E and I started to talked abt our problems, but hey, tatz can't be solved though because he hided them away....so, I decided...being alone by myself...

Maybe both of them are not my Mr Right?!?!? Who knows, can't predict wat will be tomorrow, haaa, just like wat Forest Gump said: "Life is like a box of chocolate, you'll never know wat you're gonna get"...I'm still hving time to choose...maybe....but, u know wat....I really do mizz him....I kept on flipping through that pix we took together n things happened, bitter but sweet, baby, I luv you and hoping one day we can be together.....


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